that news...
whn tht news was conveyed to me...
i was silent,unspeakable i made it because i was so shocked and saddened with tht news...
in tht time,i was only able to remember,is Allah S.W.T...
i wonder,is it true wht i've heard just nw?
at noon,today,afiqah ws cme into my room and asked me,whether i knew abt abh alang(ayh sdara aku)..??
i said..'no'..bcoz,in tht time,i really2 dn't knw abt tht news....
then my sis said,"the doc had to say,abh alang only able to survive for 6 months.."
hw surprised i was at tht time..
ya Allah...hw cndition of mama,abg zhafir,kak amy,nana n cua rght nw??
they must're sad now...
after my mom was return from the hosp....
when mom arrived at hme.....my mom was cried....
due recognition of their family fortune...
and at the moment,i'm nw only able to send...is doa.....
for abh alang,for a speedy recovry and rturn bck to normal...
even though i knw...the stuation is vry thin nw...
but i'm really sure,abh alang can!!
bcoz he is a strong man...
so,for all YOP AHMAD family members.....
hpefully,we all hve patience and perseverance to face the tests and trials tht cme from Allah S.W.T..
bcoz,life and death,dating n meeting....all in the hands of Allah S.W.T....
and we mst constntly remind ourselves tht....
life in this world are only temporary....we just borrowing....
somedy,we'll all meet back our creators which is Allah S.W.T.....
The nightmares
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
The clock has been shwn at 1.34 a.m...
i still do nt sleep bcoz of finding ideas for wrting in ths latest post....
while lookng at the stuations in the room,lit only by a smll lamp(lmpu tdur)...
seeing my sis who was lying on the bed while saddled beautiful dream...
while I, still infrnt of my leipy to write a blog....
as usually,these day i sit at home and facing my leipy to get rid of my boredom...
but on this dy...i dn't knw,i felt like i was in a vry quiet place....
it was like being in a garden,tht full of fantasy...
but in fact,not only tht..lately,i often dream abt the bad things...
....it also can be dscribed as a nightmare....
and it has mde me to often look bck on wht i hve dreamed evry night....
whether ths dream bring a bad sign to me?
bcz,normally...dream is mentiond as a fctional demon who wants to frightn the people...
in fct,thre is also a dreamd tht became reality as what we dreamed...
hurmmmmmm......
but,it does not mtter....than i was thnking abt wht the implied meaning bhnd these nghtmares...
better,i just forgt abt it....
bcoz,the more i think....the mre frequent the nghtmres keep plying on my minds....
and,hopeflly tht the nghtmares will nt happen again....
i still do nt sleep bcoz of finding ideas for wrting in ths latest post....
while lookng at the stuations in the room,lit only by a smll lamp(lmpu tdur)...
seeing my sis who was lying on the bed while saddled beautiful dream...
while I, still infrnt of my leipy to write a blog....
as usually,these day i sit at home and facing my leipy to get rid of my boredom...
but on this dy...i dn't knw,i felt like i was in a vry quiet place....
it was like being in a garden,tht full of fantasy...
but in fact,not only tht..lately,i often dream abt the bad things...
....it also can be dscribed as a nightmare....
and it has mde me to often look bck on wht i hve dreamed evry night....
whether ths dream bring a bad sign to me?
bcz,normally...dream is mentiond as a fctional demon who wants to frightn the people...
in fct,thre is also a dreamd tht became reality as what we dreamed...
hurmmmmmm......
but,it does not mtter....than i was thnking abt wht the implied meaning bhnd these nghtmares...
better,i just forgt abt it....
bcoz,the more i think....the mre frequent the nghtmres keep plying on my minds....
and,hopeflly tht the nghtmares will nt happen again....
geu agmong-i kkeutnal huimang (semoga mimpi ngeri berakhir)
Move towards better
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Life must be go on...
despite,there are many obstacles and challenges tht i have to go trough alone without the assistnce of another person....
sometms,what happened to me has prvde a useful learning experiences and lessons tht make myself more matured than befre....
and through this.....it alwys mke me think abt my own future.....
*sigh
when the time is given,to make me thinking abt myslf...
nw i realized tht my life is often spnt on useless things...
which smtimes prodce the bst result and smtime it prdce nothing!!
*sigh
but,this is the relity of life.......
as granpa always said to me....
"1day when we grwing up and gtting old,then we realized tht..wht is we clled as life and fture.......bcz,wthout experiences.....thre is no life....and wtouht any lessons...thre is no futre...ths is bcz,the lessons and experiences....will cntinue to shape us to bcme more matured in ths life....and this will hlp us to keep open the eyes to look to the ftre.."
hurmmm...
so,for me.....after all of this happned to me wthout stopping....
i nw truely undrstnd the meaning bhind all of this....
bcz,evry time granted me to think....
i'm alwys filled it with re-evaluate myslf...
and as a result,2day i was detrmind to changed,to stdy hard,and remved all attitude tht are nt good in myslf to becme a scessful ladies...
this is bcz,chnge is bettr than we ever in a stuations tht nvr change.....
so,for thse who exprienced the sme stuations as me...
i sggest u all to changed......
and tke the opportunity to prove tht u are nt stupid or weak!!
and,please tking all this as quickly as possible......
bcz,the opprtnity cmes only once!!
and,do not fllow your heart tht alwys tell u to enjoy troughout ur life...
but smetmes we need to follows wht our mind said....
this is bcz,our mind is alwys wnts the best for ourselves.....
but,if we meditate on it again....
we will find tht your heart will alwys bck stab his master....
compared to what our minds say,tht always beneficial to the master........
despite,there are many obstacles and challenges tht i have to go trough alone without the assistnce of another person....
sometms,what happened to me has prvde a useful learning experiences and lessons tht make myself more matured than befre....
and through this.....it alwys mke me think abt my own future.....
*sigh
when the time is given,to make me thinking abt myslf...
nw i realized tht my life is often spnt on useless things...
which smtimes prodce the bst result and smtime it prdce nothing!!
*sigh
but,this is the relity of life.......
as granpa always said to me....
"1day when we grwing up and gtting old,then we realized tht..wht is we clled as life and fture.......bcz,wthout experiences.....thre is no life....and wtouht any lessons...thre is no futre...ths is bcz,the lessons and experiences....will cntinue to shape us to bcme more matured in ths life....and this will hlp us to keep open the eyes to look to the ftre.."
hurmmm...
so,for me.....after all of this happned to me wthout stopping....
i nw truely undrstnd the meaning bhind all of this....
bcz,evry time granted me to think....
i'm alwys filled it with re-evaluate myslf...
and as a result,2day i was detrmind to changed,to stdy hard,and remved all attitude tht are nt good in myslf to becme a scessful ladies...
this is bcz,chnge is bettr than we ever in a stuations tht nvr change.....
so,for thse who exprienced the sme stuations as me...
i sggest u all to changed......
and tke the opportunity to prove tht u are nt stupid or weak!!
and,please tking all this as quickly as possible......
bcz,the opprtnity cmes only once!!
and,do not fllow your heart tht alwys tell u to enjoy troughout ur life...
but smetmes we need to follows wht our mind said....
this is bcz,our mind is alwys wnts the best for ourselves.....
but,if we meditate on it again....
we will find tht your heart will alwys bck stab his master....
compared to what our minds say,tht always beneficial to the master........
anjeonhan gaein jagi banseong (selamat bermuhasabah diri)
My bf (best friend)
Monday, December 6, 2010
hurmmmm...
my male best friend...
....who is he??
*thinking
hurmmmm.....
*wondering
let his name be a scrt ok....
*laugh
there is actlly a stry bhnd all of this....and thre is the rsns why i choose ths title....
all of u want to knw the stry??
ok2.......let's strt the stry...
recently i'm quite friendly wth sm1...he was a guy...
and i want to stry abt smthng tht make me intrstd to making a friend wth him..
actually,he is a good friend or a good guy tht i ever met....
he alwys help me...whn i need sm1 to express my stries....either when i'm sad,happy or anythng else...
he always there 4 me...and he nvr tired to treat me....
whrs,he alwys gve me an advce whn i need it......
*laughing
bak kata orang...he is evrthng to me....bcz he always care abt me...
(wlpn kdg2 tidak..huhu)
and he nvr cared if i dstrb him or making smthng tht can make him angry...
he was a kind person.......
tht's why smtimes,when i with him..i feel like....he is like a big bro who keep his lil sis with full of love...
and for me,he is a guy who was very calm.....and i'm cmfortable making a friend with him....
*laugh
smetms i feel like i'm in dreams...bcz,b4 i nvr thought tht i will be his best friend.....
u knw why i said like tht?
shhhhhh...juz let it be my scret ok....
*laugh
lastly,hopeflly...when he read this post.....
i wanna let he knw tht i really2 apprciate him as my friend.....
i do love him as my best friend...bcz he help me alot...
n i really2 hope....tht we will be a best friend eva.....
and thanks coz u alwys with me...whn i need sm1 to exprss my stries......
and thanks again coz u alwys lstning my stries.....
p/s:dn't be msundrstndng with tht words..i juz love u as my friend....
my male best friend...
....who is he??
*thinking
hurmmmm.....
*wondering
let his name be a scrt ok....
*laugh
there is actlly a stry bhnd all of this....and thre is the rsns why i choose ths title....
all of u want to knw the stry??
ok2.......let's strt the stry...
recently i'm quite friendly wth sm1...he was a guy...
and i want to stry abt smthng tht make me intrstd to making a friend wth him..
actually,he is a good friend or a good guy tht i ever met....
he alwys help me...whn i need sm1 to express my stries....either when i'm sad,happy or anythng else...
he always there 4 me...and he nvr tired to treat me....
whrs,he alwys gve me an advce whn i need it......
*laughing
bak kata orang...he is evrthng to me....bcz he always care abt me...
(wlpn kdg2 tidak..huhu)
and he nvr cared if i dstrb him or making smthng tht can make him angry...
he was a kind person.......
tht's why smtimes,when i with him..i feel like....he is like a big bro who keep his lil sis with full of love...
and for me,he is a guy who was very calm.....and i'm cmfortable making a friend with him....
*laugh
smetms i feel like i'm in dreams...bcz,b4 i nvr thought tht i will be his best friend.....
u knw why i said like tht?
shhhhhh...juz let it be my scret ok....
*laugh
lastly,hopeflly...when he read this post.....
i wanna let he knw tht i really2 apprciate him as my friend.....
i do love him as my best friend...bcz he help me alot...
n i really2 hope....tht we will be a best friend eva.....
and thanks coz u alwys with me...whn i need sm1 to exprss my stries......
and thanks again coz u alwys lstning my stries.....
nan chinguga dangsin-eul salang haeyo!(aku cinta sama kamu sahabat)
p/s:dn't be msundrstndng with tht words..i juz love u as my friend....
who am i?
Friday, December 3, 2010
hurmm....
In the last post....i hve introducd my name....
hw abt today??
hurmmmm....let's think...
*thinking
aaaa...ha! i've got it!
i think tdy i wanna story abt myself....with the title of 'who am i?'
*laugh
who am i? who is the real me? huh?
*wondering
hmmmmmmmmm....(jari jemari masih teragak-agak untuk memlakn cerita)
ok,let's start the story.....
Introduction :
miss bella....or nurnabilahmohd nasir....was born in Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur..
with the DOB 3 oct 1992....(knw i'm 18 years old!)....i'm still young....and i'm still single...(bcz i'm not ready to have a couple wth smeone)
*wink
i was the one who love black,brown and white colour...
in my family,i was the 2nd child of 5 siblings..(thats why they call me angah)
i'm still stdy at UiTM Sri Iskandar.....and i majored in quantitative science...
Body :
1.me..
actually, i cn be ctgrzd as a...happy-go-lucky person.
i'm friendly with anyone.....i'm a lyl friend....
i dn't lke to prtnd as 'hypocrites' person....bcz,this is me!
i'm not totally girl...i'm a little rough person (tomboy)..but, I'M A GIRL!
i ws an easy sympathy to smeone....
*laugh
smetmes,i'm the kind of 'blurr' person...
i'm independent!! and i'm a stylish...
2.daily activities
honestly,i like to cptre my own imges and other...bcz...i like to be a phtgrapher 1dy...
' can't live whtout camera!!' (gile kamera)
i like to hngout wth my crazy-like friend during hlidy.....(kat mne ag...kat jusco la)
*laugh
i really2 love shoppng!! (kalo da yg nk kuar ngn ak...kne bersbr la dgn krenah ak ye..)
*laugh
i'm very fussy abt choosing a clths...bcz,i didn't lke a 'girly' fashion or style!!
i love sport!!
during scndry and primry schl,i'm an athelete....but.....
nw,when i hve a free time...i will hangout wth my friend to play a boling...bcz,i love BOLING!!
i'm a person who love adventure!!
3.i like to make a friends with??
a friends who is crazy-like me...
*laugh
a friend who talkactve,funny...'a frnd who does not like stab me from behind!'
a friend who like to possing infront of camera...(klo ta ske bergmbr,jgn kwn ngn aku!!)
*evil laughter
and a friends who cares deeply abt prsnal grooming,fashion and style..
*evil smile
Conclusion:
so,this is the real me.....this is the reality.....
if,u wish to knw me more closer......please take note with what i'm saying jst nw!
In the last post....i hve introducd my name....
hw abt today??
hurmmmm....let's think...
*thinking
aaaa...ha! i've got it!
i think tdy i wanna story abt myself....with the title of 'who am i?'
*laugh
who am i? who is the real me? huh?
*wondering
hmmmmmmmmm....(jari jemari masih teragak-agak untuk memlakn cerita)
ok,let's start the story.....
Introduction :
miss bella....or nurnabilahmohd nasir....was born in Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur..
with the DOB 3 oct 1992....(knw i'm 18 years old!)....i'm still young....and i'm still single...(bcz i'm not ready to have a couple wth smeone)
*wink
i was the one who love black,brown and white colour...
in my family,i was the 2nd child of 5 siblings..(thats why they call me angah)
i'm still stdy at UiTM Sri Iskandar.....and i majored in quantitative science...
Body :
1.me..
actually, i cn be ctgrzd as a...happy-go-lucky person.
i'm friendly with anyone.....i'm a lyl friend....
i dn't lke to prtnd as 'hypocrites' person....bcz,this is me!
i'm not totally girl...i'm a little rough person (tomboy)..but, I'M A GIRL!
i ws an easy sympathy to smeone....
*laugh
smetmes,i'm the kind of 'blurr' person...
i'm independent!! and i'm a stylish...
2.daily activities
honestly,i like to cptre my own imges and other...bcz...i like to be a phtgrapher 1dy...
' can't live whtout camera!!' (gile kamera)
i like to hngout wth my crazy-like friend during hlidy.....(kat mne ag...kat jusco la)
*laugh
i really2 love shoppng!! (kalo da yg nk kuar ngn ak...kne bersbr la dgn krenah ak ye..)
*laugh
i'm very fussy abt choosing a clths...bcz,i didn't lke a 'girly' fashion or style!!
i love sport!!
during scndry and primry schl,i'm an athelete....but.....
nw,when i hve a free time...i will hangout wth my friend to play a boling...bcz,i love BOLING!!
i'm a person who love adventure!!
3.i like to make a friends with??
a friends who is crazy-like me...
*laugh
a friend who talkactve,funny...'a frnd who does not like stab me from behind!'
a friend who like to possing infront of camera...(klo ta ske bergmbr,jgn kwn ngn aku!!)
*evil laughter
and a friends who cares deeply abt prsnal grooming,fashion and style..
*evil smile
Conclusion:
so,this is the real me.....this is the reality.....
if,u wish to knw me more closer......please take note with what i'm saying jst nw!
so,anmyeon gesi! (slmat berknlan)
still crawling
hye!
my name is nurnabilahmohdnasir...you all can call me miss bella...
i was still new in this blogger.....
that's why i put the title is 'still crawling'...bak kata org melayu....bru nak merangkak dalam dunia blogger....
*laugh
and there are alot of things...i need to learn abt this 'blogger world'...
if any mistakes tht i've made...please correct what i'm wrong ok?
and if u all wanna knw more about me.....
please read every post.....
ok?
btw,in every post tht i wrote...is came from the bottom of my heart...
and this is where 'the story of my teenage life' begin!
my name is nurnabilahmohdnasir...you all can call me miss bella...
i was still new in this blogger.....
that's why i put the title is 'still crawling'...bak kata org melayu....bru nak merangkak dalam dunia blogger....
*laugh
and there are alot of things...i need to learn abt this 'blogger world'...
if any mistakes tht i've made...please correct what i'm wrong ok?
and if u all wanna knw more about me.....
please read every post.....
ok?
btw,in every post tht i wrote...is came from the bottom of my heart...
and this is where 'the story of my teenage life' begin!
' haengboghan dogseo!' (selamat membaca!)
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